love =(

when u love him
u cant find the reason u love him
u wont realize his bad
u wont detect his negative

but

when u dun love him
u can find the reason why u dun love him
u realized his bad
u detected his negative

i'm childish

i knw

i m not suitable to have a relationship right now

i like tis!!

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have work out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop

[Chorus]
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

[Chorus]

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the tings we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

[Chorus]

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

10 April 2009

it's april le~

we went out

11 people in the day

thiam aik, pei ching, gin, hwa chye, katryn, zi jie(kat's bf), peng peng, yu jie (peng's bf), ying too, ling zhi, and me!!!

went tesco to buy beers~
1 dozen of heineken and ice~
and then, i brought a champaign for those non-alchoholic..
hehe

snacks thr
talk thr
sing thr

oppssss, where is thr?
the beach again..
hehe

bcoz of the rainy before
the beach tat night is damn smelly ><

by the way

i took 2 heinekn
break my record looo..

again..
body drunk..
coz i knw im imbalance when im walking
mind no drunk..
i knw wat m i doin as well!! ^^

but i sing loud at the mamak..
shocked my fren la ><"

btw

again

ayam golek..
tis time i dare to eat liao..
taste nice~
n also the roti john..

jz a simple nice as i thought before~

no complicated anymore~

what's the next?

i really dunno
what's the next~

pls~
gimme times to sleep!
to rest!
to sing!
to play!

arghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

izzit so hard to friend me?

oppsss..

ya..

im sux

^^

sad song T.T

南拳妈妈 - 下雨天

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
陪我等雨停

期待让人越来越沉溺
有谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实
没有我你分不出那些差別
结局还能多明显
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
有谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实
没有我你分不出那些差別
结局还能多明显
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实
没有我你分不出那些差別
结局还能多明显
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

><"

really dun like feeling right now!!! ><"


ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what i done in stupid mode!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ppl no k then wat u k-ing for!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


SHIT!!!

sports day

5pm decided to hv jogging later
yet, still at campus

5.30pm back from campus

6pm Gin came n fetch me

it's the venue
Stadium Tun Fatimah
although no run long time
but i still can jog til sweaty sweaty body
hehe~
i like sweating body sometimes

7.30pm
goin for dinner
Aik brought us to the nice asam pedas
he said it's very hot and blablabla~
but i dun feel it oso
haha~

again
no dare interact with somebody at all
goshh
im stupid
im stupid to take problem serious
mayb it's not a problem though~

nice day

health day

^^

but nearly die at the place we took dinner @@
kena shocked by some1~
heart attcked alike happened on me~

hehe~

die oso ok de ah~
since die liao, no nid worry anything
then my life will restart like wat a drama acting~